Sometimes, I see things that remind me of you. I go to my phone to text you about it, but then I remember, you will not respond back. Sometimes I witness a situation and think about how you would respond. Sometimes, I play through our crazy adventures in my head and can’t seem to press pause because they were so darn amazing! Sometimes, people ask me how you are doing, and I have to explain that I haven’t talked to you in forever. I hope people ask you about me even though I feel you just ridicule me for whatever I did wrong to you.
I have no idea why, but I still want to hear from you; however, on the other side of the spectrum, I realize that you are not a true friend. You left me at a curve, started your engine, and you sped away, not even caring to tell me where you went. I don’t think you understand how much I needed you then and how horrible I took the loss of our friendship. As of now, you have made it very clear to me that you don’t want me in your life anymore, so I will respect that.
I wish you a successful future. You deserve it.
Sincerely,
Your Old Best Friend
