A Letter To The Guy You Used To Be (4)

“And I hope the sun shines
And it’s a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind”

I really wish you would get out of the denial you are in that you didn’t change and you did everything right. You certainly did not do everything wrong, but you pushed me away. I just want the sun to shine again on us in our favor. I want it to be just like it used to be. Is it bad that I wish you somehow miraculously changed back into the guy you once were? Because you have become the guy I never thought you would be. The sad thing is that it’s as if you mutated into a whole new person, as if you are possessed by somebody who is not you. Or, maybe it is you, and you put on an act for me; I am not really sure. I guess there is no such thing as a picture perfect ending — at least for us.

“Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips
Just like our last”

I really never thought that there would be a last kiss between us, but I guess you were too perfect to actually be true.

Sincerely,

The Girl Who Misses The Charming Guy You Once Were That She Fell For

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