Eventually I realized I was spending time, wasting time, on someone who couldn’t give me the time of day. And at first, after all of this, I was angry. I was angry because I wanted to matter and all this did to me was make me feel hollow. I was angry because I wanted to be right about you but everyone else knew better. I was angry because I let you close and I never let anyone that close. Then, that anger became frustration and I was frustrated that I cared so much — that I ever cared. But now, frustration has faded and gone away and I have reached a crossroad where I have chosen to walk away from you.
Again, I am sorry. I am sorry because maybe I expected too much from you and you are only human. I am sorry if this hurts you. I am sorry for only saying “I think I’m done” and then never responding again. I guess that sometimes I think closure is overrated.
I hope that your sun is still shining, your Earth is still rotating, and you are still having the time of your life. I just know now that I deserve more than this. I will not chase you. I need to walk away.
Sincerely,
Me.
