Now, let me explain. I was in a relationship for nearly four years. It was not the perfect relationship, but we loved each other. We cared deeply, and still do. There was a deep, genuine, caring, friendship. It was real, it was exciting, it was true. But it wasn’t for me. It wasn’t my sunrise or sunset. There was not another person causing this separation (there best not have been, I will go ape shiyattttt). There will not be another man for a while for me. I am quite protective of my heart. My heart belonged to my ex- I don’t give it away to anyone. Please here me when I say the following: You are allowed to walk away, from anything, for any reason, at anytime. You are more powerful, loved, beautiful, caring, creative, passionate, independent, strong, and determined than you know. You better damn well know it, and don’t you forget it!
Let me be frank. I was always classified as the friend who would get married first, have the most kiddies, and run the PTA. I was entirely too excited at this possibility, and still am. I am getting my Masters in Special Education and Elementary Education. I adore kids and family with everything I have. Now, I am 24 and starting my life over- zip zilch zero. Many of my good friends and family still have yet to hear this news (sorry this is my outlet, oh wellz). Heck my parents do not even know, sorry Ma and Pa, remember I am your baby! No one would have ever dreamt we would’t make it. My relationship was set in stone As much as it tears me down to have walked away from a “planned life”- I can finally breathe.
