Of course I couldn’t change your mind and it was not because you needed to be alone, it was because you weren’t even trying to get over your ex. You know that random night I texted you that we couldn’t be “friends with benefits anymore” was because the night before I read texts between you and your ex and it seemed as if you two never broke up and it broke me.
When I ended things because I started to develop feelings for you I was extremely underwhelmed by your response. “Well lets still be friends.”
Then a few nights before you left you texted me. I thought that you really needed someone to talk to because we already agreed to just be friends, but of course you just wanted to hookup. After me repeatedly denying you, you just blurted out that you were leaving school. Then it turned into a whole talk of all he pain, stress and anxiety you were going through. I did not know your anxiety was so bad that you needed to be medicated and I did not know that your occasional drug use was not as occasional as I thought it was. I did not know you need professional help and you trusted me with all that information.
