But you messed with your list! She HAS to be your big. There is no way the new member educator would actually give you a random… right? The only way to know for sure is to wait until tomorrow to get your next note. But for now, you just have to wait it out.
Because you can’t stop thinking about big/little you have stalked her pinterest and realized that some of the pins under her “Srat life” board are gifts that you’ve been given this week. A coincidence? I THINK NOT. But she’s already told you that she’s definitely not your big… These mixed signals might actually kill you, but you still have a small amount of hope that she actually is your new mom.
For the rest of the week you continue getting clues about this stranger who is apparently your big. Sure, you’re assuming she’s actually pretty cool and you’ll grow to love her. But she isn’t the girl you REALLY wanted. But she’ll probably be at least half as cool… right? Right???
